I See Death In Life
Feel Grief In Death
And Yet I Cut Myself
Just To Know I'm Alive
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Death Is Only The Beginning..
To Your Next Misery
















ME
Nigel a.k.a Fear
17 June 1989
ex-fencer

School
Pasir Ris Primary
Pasir Ris Crest Secondary
Singapore Polytechnic

Likes
Maplestory
o2jam
Sleep and Eat
Scuba Diving
Sea Sports
My drum
My future guitar

My Friends
Gary the gay
Ivan a.k.a Colour
ZongWen a.k.a Blind
QingYan a.k.a Fat Zai
Jessica a.k.a Xiao Bai
Manda/Rap a.k.a Maple Bitches
Norin
Goose a.k.a Turkey

Archives
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Talk To Me... Please


Wednesday, January 31, 2007

2 more exam to go and i will graduate from year 1. Left with Accounting and Statistics. I swear i will study consistently from next year onwards. Its really scary to squeeze 6 months of accounting into just 1 day. Information overload!! Will be staying overnight at Zongwen's house today to mug accounting. Its really fun mugging overnight at ZW's house. There's a park nearby, 24 hour coffee shop, 24 hour mac, study corner and supermarket which is all a few steps away from his house. Anyway shall not blog anymore. I'm short of time. Time to mug!

Anyway, do take care jes. Get well soon.

-Fearless faced death at 8:03 PM

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Went to cut my hair today. My fringe's getting shorter and shorter. Every single trim the hair-dresser took on my fringe really upset me. You will simply be amazed by how slow my fringe crawl out from its root. It grew at a rate of about 1~1.5cm per MONTH. By comparing this rate wif Mr Gary Wong Chee Wai's, it would b a ratio of,

Nigel : Gary
2 : 5

To: The girl deep in my heart

Though i know its almost impossible to turn back time, still i wish that i can go back to the time when i was in secondary 1. I would say that's the happiest moment in my life. Due to my school being a new secondary school at that time, there were only 3 batch of students and most importantly 2 batch on fencers. I were in the second batch. I would never forget the 2 months of intensive training we had for the preparation of the official opening. Thats also the time when we realise our feelings for one another. It was through the preparation that makes me realise what true teamworks mean. It was the enduring of hardship, encouraging of one another that makes the tiring training worthwhile and most importantly, you were there.. Our relationship slowly advances since then. Although others may see our relationship as one that is of "close friend" rather than "boyfriend-girlfriend" due to the fact that we only went out on a date once throughout the whole year of being together, still i know my feeling towards you is no lesser than any mature couples.I would never forget the 1st time we went out on a date. We went to Pasir Ris Park for a walk after which u gave me an ornament made of glass with both our name. It was no doubt the best present i've ever received in my life. You even made sushi for me. It was a simple yet happiest and most romantic date i ever had. I remember what happened next as clearly as it just happened yesterday. The pedestrain light turned GREEN and I make sure that the double decker bus stopped before i step on the paddle. But just as the bicycle started moving, the bus moved too. It knocked my albow causing me to lose control of the bike. I quickly place my leg on the floor to prevent the bike from falling and suddenly.. I felt a strong grip on my hand. I turned back and saw you crying in pain. I saw your leg under the bus tyre. Who would ever expect such a tragedy during our 1st date. How could i not blame myself for causing you to get hurt.Life's just unpredictable and full of unpleasant surprices. If you were to ever read this post, i would like to say. Thank you and sorry...

-Fearless faced death at 8:05 PM

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Monday, January 29, 2007

Hm.. My 1st post.. Alright shall start with had i've done today. Woke up at 11.30 despite agreeing on meeting my mugmates at 12. But, i'm not exactly that late if you come to realise that my friends living in the north n west has this habit of reaching NOT less than 1 hour late and just as i expected, No one reached ON TIME except for jessica. Due to me being a person of high internal locus of control, i shall blame no one but myself for being late. SORRY JES!

The mugging session today was quite efficient i would say. Everything's linked up so smoothly in econs.
(decrease in tax -> increase in disposable income -> increase in consumption -> upward shift of aggregate expenditure curve -> increase income by a multiple )
(decrease in reserve requirement ratio -> increase in money supply -> decrease in interest rate -> increase in invesment -> increase in aggregate expenditure -> increase income by a multiple )

AND

The most interesting part is how banks go about making money. If you wana noe please go take up econs. I wouldnt want to make the 1st post in my blog so dry. Sorry to anyone whose interested.

Well then, time to mug.

-Fearless faced death at 11:14 PM

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