Happy birthday to you~ Happy birthday to you~ Happy belated birthday to Qingyan! Happy birthday to you~

So sorry for the belated blessing from me. Haha. Hope you enjoy the treat and present and also the company from us all! 18 years old liao! Old liao. Dying soon. Haha. Well, hope you find a nice guy soon and i wish you good luck in everything you do! Stay cheerful!

Hm.. New year's coming to an end. Time to look for a job. Our clique have not met since the last paper. Quite upset. Everyone's not free. Life's getting quite dull and boring.. Hopefully i can get a job with short working hours and high pay. Hahaha..

Hm.. Guess what, I bought CONDOM from 7-11 today. ZzZz.. I can say that it's the most embarassing thing i've ever done in my life. The cashier was like looking at me with that ( OMG ) face and giggling at me. Lol.. But then i would say it's quite fun and exciting. Now we know what you can do during the game True or Dare.

Hm.. Did i mention why i buy the Condom and what is it for? Hm.. I think not.. What do you think? Haha..

Not in the mood to blog today.. Shall say about my experiences of selling flowers another day.. Doubt i will be blogging for a while.. I hereby wish everyone a Happy New Year..

Happy birthday Wesa! Hm though its really weird how we got to know each other. But you're a sweet lady luh. Don't be upset due to the fact that you can't grow taller anymore. Haha. Somehow we got to know each other again after 10 years! I mean i don't know how i got ur msn and how u got mine either. But realise that both of us stay in Pasir ris! Then both went to pasir ris primary school. REALISE THAT WE STAYED IN THE SAME BLK BEFORE and lastly i went to your house and you came mine before. But that was when i was in primary 2. Such coincidence. Really freaky. But anyway, I wish you a very very happy 17th birthday and may you stay happy and be the luckiest and most fortunate lady on earth!

Shall blog about my flower selling experiences! Stay tune!

Haha. I work as a promoter in Isetan today. Went to promote flowers. Not a bad day. Sold over a thousand dollars worth of flowers. Haha. Thinking bout it. It's so gay for a guy to sell flower. Somemore it's really hard for guys to sell flower. Firstly, it will be mainly guys who will buy flowers for their girlfriend. Thus, girls can use their charm to attract guys to buy. Some guys will even buy the flowers and give it to the girl selling the flower as a gift. Secondly, a guy simply turns off when asked to buy rose by a guy ( unless they are like gary ).

Had a partner named melory or something. Never ask her how to spell. She's not a bad lady. She's eloquent and sweet. Had fun working with her. Kept entertaining me. Lol..

Tomorrow will be the last day for me as a promoter. Leg's really sore. Had to stand 12 hours straight. No chairs supplied. It's crazy. However, It's really fun when there's customer. Looking forward to tomorrow.

Guess what people. I worked today. I help my friend with ( Door - to - Door ) delivering of flyers. We work for 3 hours ++. To every single household. Climbing up and down the stairs and guess what. I earned 10 bucks. LOL. Ironic isn't it.

Body's really aching. Shouldn't have went jogging in the morning. I will definitely have a good night sleep tonight.

I think i'm falling in love.. Oh yes people, I am not a gay.

P.S. : Gary must be delighted upon seeing this. LOL

Life's just so cruel. Recently, I heard from my mum that my aunt and his husband is getting divorce. Her husband has a mistress outside and the most ironic thing is that he actually kept borrowing money from my dad and even from his wife to support that mistress of his. This really show how selfish and **** up some people can get. I seriously feel so upset for my aunt. She used to be a really cheerful person. One that can make you smile just by looking at the way she talk but now.. She's no longer that cheerful aunt that i used to know.

After so many things happening to me and people around me, it really make me lose hope in finding a girl that will truely love me and care for me. TRUE LOVE DON'T EXIST ANYMORE! Girls are just looking for guys with never ending money supply and Guys are just looking for girl who is pretty and can provide them wif enough pleasure. ( Though thats not wrong. I did not say it's wrong ). After all this, i truly truly understand that it's almost impossible to find true love in this materialistic world anymore.

Every now and then, whenever i see couples where the guy or the girl is doing so much for their other half, it reminded me of myself. ( What i use to be and swear i will never be ). Its not worth doing so much because its inside us to never treasure what we have until we lose it.

For anyone whose reading this, still.. i want to tell you people. Please learn to treasure and appreciate for if you don't, i can assure you that you will regret in future. Never ever take things for granted. If everyone is to learn how to appreciate, i promise that you will be a happier person.

But right now.. LIFE STILL SUCKS

Had my last paper today and went off to marina square to celebrate with my friends after that. Gary, Ivan, HERMAN, Shaun, Kamae, Jessica and Qingyan. It was really upsetting than Zongwen wasn't there with us. If i don't remember wrongly, the only time when all of us went out together was during our class gathering.

9 weeks of holidays. I'm gona work hard to earn money for my Finland trip! Hopefully, the few of us will all be goin to Finland. That will be so fun. Playing and studying there.

The thought of splitting of class next year simply turns me off. zzzzz

Hopefully all of us will still be in the same class.

Went to ivan house today but ended up slacking from 1pm all the way to 7pm instead of studying for stats. Sigh.. temptation > motivation will result in 4 guys playing computer games and watching movie in ivan's room.

Reached home at about 9pm and guess what. For the 1st time in my life i've actually tidy up my room. I swept the floor, wipe my table and everything that could be found in my room. Spent more than 4 hours doing it. I've finally realise how noble my mum is to handle all the housework by herself. I promise i'm gona lighten her burden by taking good care of my own room.

Well, people from all side of Singapore (North, West, East) will be coming to my house to study tomorrow. Hopefully we wouldn't end up slacking like today. Haha..

Had a really meaningless day today. Woke up at 12pm, played o2jam and maplestory til 4pm. Went bac to slp and woke up at 6pm. Went to msn til 7. Watched Hercules (cartoon movie) til 9! Sigh.. Once again, i am feeling so empty within me after watching that movie.

Hm.. I got to know this girl from maple and turn out that she too stay in pasir ris, went to the same primary school as me and the most amazing thing is that she used to stay in the same BLK as me! Such an coincidence. Singapore's really small i would say.

Well, time to rest. Gona replenish energy for the mugging of stats tomorrow.

Watched a Korean movie and also shi xiong di (drama series). I'm really starting to hate watching TV. After seeing how touching and how strong their love is for one another, how happy their ending is, it makes me feel so empty. Don't you find it ironic? I mean such strong love is almost impossible to find in real life. This world is already miserable enough for us to live in and yet those shows! Its like adding salt into our wounds.

However, i still wish that i could find a gal that will truly love and care for me. I am willing to give up anything for her. Guan ying ma if u truly exist, please allow me to find that girl soon. If i really do find such a wonderful girl, i promise to eat vegetable on the 15th of every month.

Ti Gong Po Bi

I swear i am gona study hard and consistently from nxt year onwards. After Squeezing 6 months of PACC into 1 day, I realise its almost near impossible to score well from just " lin shi bao fuo jiao"-ing. Further more, squeezing so much information into your head all at once can really be confusing.

Had really great fun yesterday staying overnight at Zongwen's house. The black pepper chicken which is sold at a market near his house is really OMG-ly delicious. The most important thing is that it cost onli $4.50. Went to supermarket to buy some snacks and drinks before moving on to the study corner to study. Planned to mug like crazy but ended up studying for only 2 hours. Well, i would say you can't expect much from 2 guys studying together. haha..

Went off to west coast park at around 12am. Took picture of ourself lying in the middle of the road! (Lame i know) But doesn't matter. Its really fun and exciting. Especially when you are on a nature call + strong winds + gan chiong-ness when you see a car coming! It simply makes the pee wana come out more.