Life's just so cruel. Recently, I heard from my mum that my aunt and his husband is getting divorce. Her husband has a mistress outside and the most ironic thing is that he actually kept borrowing money from my dad and even from his wife to support that mistress of his. This really show how selfish and **** up some people can get. I seriously feel so upset for my aunt. She used to be a really cheerful person. One that can make you smile just by looking at the way she talk but now.. She's no longer that cheerful aunt that i used to know.

After so many things happening to me and people around me, it really make me lose hope in finding a girl that will truely love me and care for me. TRUE LOVE DON'T EXIST ANYMORE! Girls are just looking for guys with never ending money supply and Guys are just looking for girl who is pretty and can provide them wif enough pleasure. ( Though thats not wrong. I did not say it's wrong ). After all this, i truly truly understand that it's almost impossible to find true love in this materialistic world anymore.

Every now and then, whenever i see couples where the guy or the girl is doing so much for their other half, it reminded me of myself. ( What i use to be and swear i will never be ). Its not worth doing so much because its inside us to never treasure what we have until we lose it.

For anyone whose reading this, still.. i want to tell you people. Please learn to treasure and appreciate for if you don't, i can assure you that you will regret in future. Never ever take things for granted. If everyone is to learn how to appreciate, i promise that you will be a happier person.

But right now.. LIFE STILL SUCKS